One day, when I felt so bad..

I just want to be happy! I say this to myself and those around me quite regually but the honest truth is I don’t know how to make myself happy. On paper I have a lovely life, I see the terrible actions and events taking place all around the world and I feel terrible for not being happy and contented with my life. I’m  in a great relationship, have a lovely home with my family and some pets, i'm a good studient., but I feel bored. I feel sad, I feel restless. I’ve travel a bit when i was younger and have always said ‘i’ll get back on the road soon’ but soon never seems to arrive. I want excitment. I’m 13 and feel like i’m lost and don’t know what i want. It doesn’t help that the only answer i can give myself is that ‘I just want to be happy!’ I just get anxious, worrying about school, where to go, letting people down, giving up what I’ve got….

I just don’t want to worry any more.

I WANT TO SMILE AND BE RELAXED BUT I'M TIRED ALL THE TIME.

I just don’t know how to make myself happy….

Tell me. What can I do for change it? I'm broking myself. I don't know what's the matter...

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